decision

Would I like living in the country? (yes and no)
Would I hate depending on a car for transportation? (yes)
Would I miss the city? (I would be here on weekends) (yes and no)
Would I have time for composing and painting? (I must have)
Would I have energy for composing and painting? (big question)
Am I simply scared of change? (no)
Do I want a change? (was not looking, but am not averse to it either)