the past

There is no escaping the past. All you can do is try to understand and move forward. But to deny the past, to refuse to question your own actions, is to cripple your own future. This is what I've been thinking about, obsessively, for the past few hours.

This is because it is too hot. Too hot for me to go out and do anything. I feel so tired from these antibiotics. But I want to go. I want to leave. I want to be somewhere else. I am just too lazy and lethargic to do anything about it.