phobia

I am afraid of heights. I have always been. When I was in Fort Greene on Friday evening, I leaned out the second-floor window to take this picture. I was surprised that I did not have the usual feeling of acute anxiety that I would fall out. Normally when I am up on a roof, I can't go near the edge. I feel like something will pull me over the side, even when there is a barricade or wall.

Maybe I am losing this fear.