mixed

I am feeling as mottled and scattered as the patterns made by this peeling paint. Too much activity today, fueled by much too much caffeine, has made me crazed and I am trying now to chill and relax. I did get a lot done, though, including an intense swim at midday. Now I feel wired and tired. I am in worrying mode: worrying about how much it will cost to fix my car, worrying about how I might alienate my friends, worrying about why my knee hurts so much, worrying about the weather...



And my head is jangling like the clang of these metal lids when they are jostled by the wind...