Thursday, August 11, 2005

vicious cycle/vicious circle

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When I feel physically ill I get depressed; or when I get depressed I feel physically ill. I think this current down state is due to the former. Yesterday's migraine put me under, and last night I finally took imitrex to end the headache, which worked, but it also exhausted me--I slept for ten hours (!)--and today my mood is low low low. I want to finish FIELD MUSIC: ASH but I just can't face it. I want to hide in my apartment; I want the sun to go away and darkness to prevail. I hate feeling this way and I wish I could snap out of it, but as anyone who knows depression can affirm, it is not that simple.

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