scary?

I like to take these self-portraits, although in many of them (most of them) I look scary. Not because I am scary-looking, but the look on my non-smiling face is scary. I am not sure what this says about me.

Right now it is raining quite hard, which is shocking since it has not rained like this in so long. I only wish that it weren't doing so on a Saturday, because I was feeling restless and hoped to be out and moving around. That might not be so easily accomplished, though, given my mental state these days, which is fragile. But I had a very nice dinner with B last evening, and he is looking relaxed, and I had a good time. This helps.