like stones around my neck

I should have known. Yesterday's hypomania could not last. As today progresses I feel myself sink. I want to go into some kind of deep-freeze for the next two days until the holiday passes. Or travel someplace far. B has the right idea, splitting town for the holiday. I am going to try something, though. I will not acknowledge that I feel depressed. I will act as though I am fine, and maybe in acting, I will become fine. I am determined, but I am also skeptical.