Wednesday, February 28, 2007

disequilibrium


Patsy Acrobat!
Originally uploaded by madabandon.

I am feeling sort of disoriented and out of whack the past few days. I am extremely busy with work--composing obligations mostly--and am expending most of my energy trying to keep on top of things. At the same time I am fighting off a creeping, insidious depression. I can feel it nipping at my heels. I keep myself busy as a way of fending it off. Will I crash? I hope not. At the same time, there have been some developments which may present me with some very tough decisions to make. I don't know if I have the clarity of mind to make any big decisions right now. Yikes.

1 comment:

she said...

my unsolicited thoughts and advise:

paint.

rest your mind in purposeful strokes and beautiful colors/alone and in silence

all will become quite clear.
(not easy/but clear).