sleep

All I did today, after writing earlier, was sleep. A dreamless sleep. And when I would wake up, I would take another pill so that I could sleep more. I did not eat. I did have to drag myself out to walk Mabel a few times, but I wore my darkest sunglasses and did not talk to anyone. I feel drained and numb from sadness. Sometimes I feel that life sucks so supremely that I wonder why I bother trying.